LiFuTuSHi LaiR

after a long struggle and hardships.. things have become a lot easier nowadays… i still can’t believe how things have changed.. is it true, what is happening now? or am i just dreaming???

things are very tough back then…  i almost snap while hanging on my not-so-firm stand… patience pays.. now i believe it does…

looking back how things used to be, i’m glad that i decided to keep my faith strong… if somehow i chose to quit halfway, i know i won’t be able to enjoy this feeling…it’s not a victory yet… there’s still a lot of things waiting for my commitment… and the fatique is still like in the old days… but somehow i can feel it… i’m not stumbling on every other step any anymore…

maybe i’ve grown.. who knows.. maybe things are not actually get easier, maybe it’s just me.. getting more comfortable stepping onto those slippery stones…like today, i didn’t even fumble at the very moment i was worrying about… life’s great…isn’t it??

Alhamdulillah, Thanks to Allah for everything… for every moment and for every lesson.. for every breath that i took and still taking, and every breath that i held while grasping for reality.. for every sweet and sorrow, which made me a better ‘me’… thank you for this life, the one that i’ve been using in greed and ingratefulness…and thank you for choosing me to be among the believers… i can’t imagine living without this faith… and i do not want to die without it…. Alhamdulillah, Alhamdulillah,Alhamdulillah.. and may blessings be upon His Messenger, Muhammad S.A.W…

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